July 12, 2020
Healing of body and Soul – the journey continues…
Penny has just asked me if I have posted an update this morning – no I have not – this isn’t because I have nothing to say because I feel a great deal and often want to say it too, but I don’t want to overburden people with negativity or illusion.
The truth is that the antibiotics are working and reducing the infection in my lungs, but there is a price to be paid -.the antibiotics themselves are basically a poison to eradicate the bugs in my chest, but being a poison they also affect my whole body, one reason I try to avoid them. This is certainly the case now, and I am experiencing a sort of zonked out feeling together with waves of nausea and lack of motivation.
I know this will pass and I know that the powerful drugs that my doctors have prescribed will do the trick, eradicate the bugs and restore me to physical health in time. However I need more than that – I need to be healed as a whole person, my soul needs to heal, I need the blessings of the Gods, connection with my ancestors and my friends and family. I need to see the greenery outside and breathe in the fresh air.
I am particularly lazy today and that is why I am recording this rather than writing it because although my eyes are less blurry I still find watching the screen and working out the letters rather difficult – so I guess the message today is that I am progressing slowly, not fighting but allowing the healing to take place in my body physically, mentally and spiritually. Blessings to you all and I thank you for your continuing messages for my well-being and recovery. A journey of 100 miles begins with the first step, and each of life’s cycles is another journey…Now to get out of bed and face a new day!
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